Images: Elisabeth Tangen Johansen
Ok , now I’ll tell you a little secret. Today is the penultimate day before I offcially return to work . And I cry . Tears , snot, you name it … I ‘ve gone from being the girlfriend in «the gang» who never cries, to be she that cries every day. Becoming a mom does something to a person. It turns life upside-down , and it gives meaning to life.
To ‘d be away from Celine so extremely long hours during the day tearing me up inside. I know . Hopeless to think that. Madness to feel it. For I begrudge my girl more than anything to spend time with her grandparents , her father and especially other children. Maybe I have become more selfish as mom? On the other hand, it is the last thing I am. Celine comes far before myself and everyone else in my life. She is everything. And it’s the way it should be.
Enough whining talk from this side. Now I will enjoy my coffee before I´ll sit and admire my beautiful daughter for rest of the day . Check back later tonight if you want some inspiration. Let´s just say that my inner party planner is awake ! 😉
Love Elisabeth
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